I wasn’t sure what to title this very brief post. Last night was a night of…soul-baring for Sir and me. I wrote to Him in a more vulnerable kind of way than every before, withholding nothing. now, I do not withhold from Sir consciously any time….but there are some things that I do not always speak. We have very clearly defined parameters for our relationship. I know this. I also know myself, and getting hung up on parameters sometimes keeps me…..on edge, or on eggshells. So I poured out all the absolute things that I am certain Sir already knew, that I had already said in a dozen ways without speaking….but that had never really been given voice in the full light of day. At times I post the things I write to Sir here. This sharing, however, is sacred. It was only for His eyes. I shared with no expectation other than the knowledge that it was safe to share.
Sir responded, and after we talked some back and forth…….his words mean even more to me. I have read and reread his precious words so many times today. I feel treasured and cared for and complete in a way that is deeper than even 24 hours ago. It is like flying. And I am so blessed.